random thoughts and ideas that trickle out of my head.

Reconnecting and disconnecting

So I spent some time over the last weeks searching for old friends on facebook and was pretty successful. I found most of the old crew and was hapily surprised at how well these folks have been doing and how much some of them have changed (at least by their pics). But this also showed me that I really didn’t make many friends while I was at A&M, at least not good friends and the same was true while I was at UCONN and it makes me sad.
Maybe that’s why I related so well to shows like the OC, how I met your mother, and the such (don’t get me wrong those shows also just rocked) - I long for those types of relationships and I really do not see any bromances blossoming anytime soon. My fault yes, I don’t try but it seems so hard.
Also i’m not one to change - I really pride myself as staying true to myself over the last 10 years or so. I’ve seen the rock of gibralter crumble and won’t let that happen to me. I’ve also got an amazing SO that accepts me as I am with no pressure or reccomendation to change. “So what do we do? What do we do?”